DS9: Ezri; Rated G; drabble; Alphabet Series #20
"Personal log, Stardate 53679.4:
"Jadzia would have gladly given up everything to be with Lenara.
"Maybe that's why I was so quick to take up with Worf; I wanted that feeling of reconnection again. I knew it wasn't right, but I couldn't seem to help myself.
"Part of me feels it's wrong to be with Julian because of the attraction he felt for Jadzia. I think if I weren't Dax -- didn't have Jadzia's memories -- he wouldn't have given me a second look.
"I need some distance from him... maybe...
"I don't know who I am anymore...
"Computer, delete log entry."